Yes!  Any kind of therapy you need is normal for you.  “The bottom line for spanking is that there is no bottom line, except the bottom line, which is so infuriating, it just makes you want to put the whole thing over your knee and give it a good, swift slap.” https://www.esquire.com/lifestyle/sex/a8547/why-spanking-feels-good-1010/

The need to be spanked often defies the bounds of our relationships with our partners.  How can we ever explain to the person we love the absolute dire need to be spanked?   We have how all wondered if we are “normal” or if our desire puts us outside the bell curve.   I myself have wondered, where does it come from?

I realized my fascination with spanking at an early age.  I’ve spanked many men since then, with some I have had relationships.  I’ve heard lots of stories, perhaps cues from childhood that would create a spanking fetish but no concrete evidence of anything other than we were born this way.  Some people simply just need to be spanked.